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montanafillingham

Feb 15, 202111 min

Frustrationville; Population? Me.

Someone reached out to me last week, because the blog had been quiet and they wanted to make sure I was okay. I was incredibly touched by...

montanafillingham

Feb 15, 20218 min

Two steps forward, I refuse to go back…

There has been big progress in the past week. I'm mobile for one. It was a long and emotional day, but I got out of that bloody bed....

montanafillingham

Feb 15, 20216 min

What a Difference 20 Minutes Makes

This Sunday morning just gone I was a picture entitled Misery. I don't think it's a state secret that I've been struggling lately....

montanafillingham

Feb 15, 20215 min

Re-growing Nerves

So the past week has been one of the most erratic since the accident. Again this is an entry that may be hard to read. There have been...

montanafillingham

Feb 15, 20216 min

The Angry Days

Disclaimer: there is lots of sweary honesty and sadness in this, but try and push through and read to the end. I also want you guys to...

montanafillingham

Feb 15, 20216 min

I Don't Always Feel Like a Fighter

My eyes sometimes have a heavy ache from crying, and truthfully there are moments I feel like they've finished, like my tear quota for...

montanafillingham

Feb 15, 20215 min

Temporary heartache

I've had an emotional few days. The first thing may seem small to some of you in the grand scheme of things, but it matters to me. I had...

montanafillingham

Feb 15, 20219 min

Being On the Other Side: Part Two

So Dr. Budd is now Dr. Patient. I've never had the greatest health, so I've been the patient before; but never to this extent. It's an...

montanafillingham

Feb 15, 20215 min

Being on the Other side

Waking up is always the worst part. In my dreams, and the moments just before I'm fully awake I feel my legs move. My knee moves up into...

My Mind on Wheels